
This time around, Alice opened up about her tumultuous journey through higher education, the importance of integrity in everyday life and her dream career as well as how physically planning helps her stay motivated.
Alice’s pronouns are “she/her”.

What does a regular day in Alice’s mind look like?
I don’t think my mind is ever quiet. I don’t have any moments of, I don’t want to say peace because I am at peace with myself, but my brain is not very peaceful. It’s always going on up there. When I get into a task, I can be very one track minded. Particularly if I am creating, I am into it – that’s what I’m doing. What’s so funny is that I feel like I’m such a person that has succumb to media so I really do make a concerted effort if the thing in which I am focusing on is a person to not have a phone/television because I am such a goner with other distractions. In my mind, I don’t think it’s ever quiet and I am always thinking about multiple things like the next steps for moving forward. I feel like I’ve got a never ending to-do list in my head. That’s just not professional life, hobbies outside of work or friends. It’s all going on the same list. But it doesn’t feel overcrowded: I’m not upset with how things are. One does get overwhelmed every now and again but I like being busy. I am a proactive person. My mind has got hustle and bustle about it, that’s what I’ll say.
What part do relationships and love play in your daily life?
I think they play an integral role. I think a big positive of mine is the fact I have been able to cultivate and juggle a lot of meaningful relationships whether they are romantic or platonic. I have people I have been friends with since I was 3 years old that I still speak to regularly. I feel for the most part, with the people that I have wanted to, I have been really able to continue cultivating a long lasting and meaningful relationship with them. I love that I have a lot of friends and I wouldn’t have it any other way. I am thankful for each and every one of them. In regards to that, I feel like they play a massive part in my life. If anything good or bad happens, I want to celebrate or commiserate with the people around me and I like to think that I am somebody who is good at articulating but also good at listening. Linking to me enjoying graphic communication, I think communication on any plane is integral to serendipity or success. Nirvana! Because I have been lucky enough to surround myself with wonderful people, I would never go a day without speaking to one person. I cannot see that happening.
What aspect of friendship do you value the most?
Integrity.
There would be honesty, loyalty and sincerity. I can have a laugh and kick back! But I feel like I’m very sincere with what I say to those that I care about. For the most part, I’m somebody who doesn’t shy away from confrontation. I don’t like elephants in rooms. I want to know where I stand. It comes down to the perception of self. For me, with any type of interaction with anyone (sounds very broad) I am happy for you to judge me on decisions I have made when I have all the information. What I worry about is my decisions being judged if I don’t have all the pieces of the puzzle. If I don’t have the truth, how can I react to a situation authentically if I have in turn not been given authenticity? For me, integrity in any relationship is important. I feel like I’m quite a proud person which has its pros and cons, honestly. I am somebody who walks with their shoulders back, comfortable in who they are. I don’t want to say “life” taught me that but I guess in the words of Fall Out Boy “sometimes the only pro to having any faith is when it’s tested again and again”. Whether it’s work, people, whatever – you are always being challenged about who you are and what you bring to the table. It’s through being challenged and being dealt the cards of life that you better understand where you fit into this dumpster fire. I think there’s an aspect of innate confidence and I don’t feel like I’ve ever been a shy person. That’s not to say that I don’t get anxious or apprehensive but I have never in my life let that get in the way of what I want to do. Never in my life have I copped out of doing something because I was scared. Everybody has feelings of doubt and that is what a support system is there for. I don’t think I surround myself with yes men and, if I ask somebody’s opinion, I want their opinion and I am asking them because I respect that. And absolutely I will have a “what the fuck am I doing with my life?” moment – everybody has existential crises every now and again but I think that if you just give up then… what is there?
What do you do to make a positive impact on the world/others around you?
I’m a vegan? Is it that?! I’ve been a vegan for so long that it doesn’t feel like a conscious decision anymore. It’s become so ingrained in my life – you never want to say never but the best way for me to describe my outlook on veganism is when it comes to meat and dairy products the juice is never worth the squeeze to me. Did you know that quarter pounder burger creates the same amount of emissions as a flight from London to Malaga? Beef is horrendous for the environment!
What do you do to stay motivated?
Staying motivated is an interesting way to put it because I don’t think anybody always stays motivated. I think motivation comes and goes. But I guess to maintain motivation would be recognising and celebrating the small wins and the steps that you’re taking towards whatever your goal may be. Sometimes, myself included, you can try something once or return to something and it doesn’t go quite how you planned so then you’re like “well, I’m never going to do that again” but that’s just not productive. So I think taking stock and celebrating what you’re doing and how far you’ve come [is great]. More of a practical thing is I love a good planner. I love to have both a physical planner as well as digitally on my phone so guess knowing what time I have to do what, when I have that time, gives me something to look forward to and work towards: chiselling out time for myself when I can get creative. I think there is definitely a lot in habits and reflexes that you introduce into your life and just keeping at it.
What was your deciding factor to pursue your hobby as a career?
For me, it happened twice. Graphic design was something I was interested in in my early teenage years. I really enjoyed communicating and people communicating graphically. I think AdLand and communication, whether it is for a commercial purpose or otherwise, it has always been incredibly interesting to me. I like the saying of “a picture tells a 1000 words”. I don’t consider myself an illustrator; rather a creative, a designer and a print maker. I wouldn’t consider myself an artist or illustrator by any stretch of the imagination. Graphic design is something that can be shown to so many people and it’s just a really efficient way of doing that. I guess when I was in school and considering that, it really spoke to me and I really enjoyed it. I did the traditional trajectory of somebody who wishes to follow design: I went to London where the streets are paved with gold. Even when I was going to art school (in 2012), even before then, London was out of its heyday. Typically, in ye olde times, it was very much “you go to London and become a graphic designer” and that’s what I got in my head as to what I was to do and so I jumped through the hoops necessary for me to get there and go. However, when I did get there it wasn’t what I thought I had signed up for. I was not a good fit for the course I was on and you have a bit of an identity crisis when that happens. I had spent years working towards this goal and I had seemingly got there but in actual fact, I was miserable. I went to university there for a year and then I moved back home and now, being outside of finishing my undergrad in the same subject, for me it was never something for me that I thought I lost. I think my initial higher education experience dulled the shine but i wouldn’t say it snubbed out the spark for it either. I was perfectly happy being an adult for a while – earning money and spending money – learning what it is to be in the working world. I got a part time job in coffee at 16 and I never planned it would go the way it would. I planned on being there for a few years to support myself through university and arguably that is what I have done. The second time, I had just got out of a long term relationship and moved back in with my parents. I would say after a few months, I was starting to think about what my next moves were. It was always in the back of my head to potentially go back to school and I think, for me, whilst I wasn’t 18 anymore, I thought to myself “well, I’m not married, I don’t have children or a mortgage. If I want to go back to art school, if not now, when?” so I ended up going back to school at 24. So I would say then! Does that answer the question?!
How does your future profession link to your personal life? And how does it affect your sense of accomplishment day to day?
I think what is interesting about people’s sense of accomplishment in a capitalist society is that often your job is well intertwined with how you feel about yourself as a whole. I really wish I was the type of person who earnt money to live but then how I did that didn’t necessarily bother me and then I just made money when I needed money and lived more of a nomadic existence. However, I don’t have the balls to do that! I think for me with a dream scenario what’s really interesting in the language that we use like “work life”, “home life” and “romantic life” – it’s all the same thing really. I think everybody is struggling to find that balance between what they do as a living and how they choose to live. I would like to think that even if I were to be in the position that I want to now, I would have a balance. An equilibrium is paramount when it comes to living.
What is your end goal in terms of your professional life?
I would love to be paid to create and communicate what I want. Ideally, in a perfect world, I would love to be one of those people that people question “how the fuck did they make money?” [laughs]. I think for a while I wanted to work in a design agency and do the traditional trajectory of a designer but the more I think about it, I feel I’m a lot less commercial. I just enjoy creating and having a creative outlet and an audience that is appreciative and wants to respond to it. One brilliant thing about the human race is our capacity to communicate and being able to do that creatively is something that I am incredibly drawn to. That is a cog in a machine that I am happy to be a part of. I think that all the bad in the world is down to miscommunication.

Alice’s final 8 questions will feature soon.
You can find more of Alice on her YouTube channel, Twitter and Instagram. She is also contactable through her website here.
